New Poem.. [MMK-4]

 

I love you still

I thought empathy was gone
Lost deep down my shattered heart
Forever gone into my heart memory
But I was wrong again
Because I love you still

Seeing you again broke the seal

The seal that’s been restraining my love for you
I tried so hard to keep it in
But I guess no strength of mine can sustain it
Because I love you still

Maybe someday I’ll try again

When that time comes
I shall shed no tears
From yet another rejection I’m about to face
But I’ll be ready, because I love you still

I thought I was ready

Ready to close the book I opened
Ready to fix the friendship I desolate
But I said it before, I was wrong
Because I Love You Still.

                                                                                                      

        

                                                                                     

                                                                       Januel Rey V. Aviñante

                                                                        8/14/11

             

                                   

 Okay so maybe I was bored and decided to write a new poem..

Anyways, I hope you like my new poem..

 

My boring day.. [MMK-3]

Random picture..

Well its been another boring day off for me, there's not much to do here in Palm Spring, as a matter of fact, there's nothing to do here at all. All i did today was fold my cloths, laundry, sleep, eat, watch TV, facebook, and blogging. Hahaha, fun right? lol. I guess it's going to be like this for the rest of my 4 days off. I miss LA already and i want to go to San Francisco again. Someone get me out of this place!! lol..

Well, that's it for today..

There's not much for me to say..

Goodbye..

My close friend & I.. [MMK-2]

The pictures that you see down there are my friend and I. She’s really an awesome girl and I’m really close to her, we’ve been friends for a long time now but guess what, my whole life that I’ve known her those pictures are the only ones we have, hehehe weird huh? We only have 8 pictures and we’ve known each other for a long time. I don’t know why but I guess we’re too busy hanging out and we don’t think about taking pictures. I also see her as a best friend of course on the girl side, I have a guy best friend too, but he’s no longer here, he left us and went to where Jesus is.

Now you’re probably wondering “what’s with the hand shape like a heart?” Well I’ll tell you, but you probably know why already, it’s because I’ve fallen in love with her. Yes I know it’s wrong because I’ve ruin our friendship, I know I did and that’s probably the reason why we’re not that close to each other anymore, but hey, there are things that I can’t control, like falling in love to a such an awesome girl. Furthermore, it makes me really unhappy sometime or most of the time when she smokes because..

1) Every time she inhales the smoke, hours of hanging out or being with her is getting shorter.

Bawat hit hit nya ng yosi, ang oras na pwede ko pa sya makasama ay nababawasan.

2) Every stick of cigarette she smokes reduces the days of us hanging out or me being with her.

Bawat stick ng yosi na hinihit hit nya, ang mga araw na pwede ko pa sya makasama ay nababawasan.

3) Every pack of cigarette she smokes cuts down the years of us hanging out or me being with her.

Bawat isang kahon ng sigarilyo na niyoyosi nya ay nababawasan ang taon na pwede ko pa sya makapiling. (kahit na hindi kame.)

Something about me from my friends..

(Celine)

Januel...A.K.A TBB (takbo batang buntot)! lol! ngayon buntot bayawak na hahaha!Enihuu actually kelan lng kami nyan naging close (wag e-deny!) Nung unang magsalo ang SB at YPG hindi kami agad nag kasundo nito pano kase ang sungit/yabang (sabi nya) i dont know kung pano kami naging close basta na lng nangyari, gush! nun summer it was hella fun sarap makihang out jan sa kanila after summer school. Lalo na nandun si kyoot na kyoot na Rheyna (pamangkin nya)dahil din sakanya kaya nanging close kami ng pahpooh ko, kea thanks. I'm lucky to be one of those few friends ano mangyari! pag nakita nyo yan sa pool naku! papalakpak kayo, best dive yan sa class namin eh! (naxx! pumapalakpak tenga nyan!) lolz! Buh yeah thankz for being a good friend if you need me I'll try my best to help you! >.< yiir book moment?! hahahaha! o sge thanks uli! Ba-bye!! best of luck sa college + palm spring! ^.^ Cie a.k.a TBA or TBN (takbo batang Alien or takbo batang nguso!)

(Raiza)

tenen!! hahahaha.. panu ko ba 'to sisimulan?? hindi kasi ako magaling dito e.. hahahaha.. ikaw kasi januel e pasaway.. hehehe..ok.. hmm.. october 10, 2008.. hahaha.. binalikan ko talaga un.. bigla nagmessage sakin 'tOng lalaking 'tO.. hindi ko naman xa kilala.. pero sa totoO lang.. usok tenga ko dun.. di ko naman xa kasi kilala message ng message.. para daw kasing kilala nya ko.. hmmm.. hindi naman.. hahahaha..ok..hmm.. nung onetime na nagopen ako ng ym ko biglang my naginvite sakin na "zealer" ung name.. hmm.. sino ba un?? hahahaha.. si januel pala.. tagal namin nagkachat netOng lalaking 'tO.. hahahaha.. hanggang naun.. kaya sa tinagal tagal namin magkachat nalaman ko na mas mabait pa rin ako sa kanya..hahahahaha.. ang kulit kasi nitOng lalaki na 'tO e.. hahaha.. lagi namin pinagaawayan ang "BLUE AND RED". hahahahaha.. talo naman xa lagi sakin.. hahahaha..kahit sa XOX.. hindi man lang nakapanalo kahit isa yan sakin.. hahahaha.. sa batobatopik din.. hahahahaha.. kawawa yan sakin.. talo kasi lagi.. hahaha... lagi din nyan pinagpipilitan sakin na mabait daw xa.,.. wAaAaAaAa!!! san galing ung word na un?? hahahaha.. ang alam ko kasi ako lang ung mabait.. hahahahahaha... pero sa totoo lang,.. si januel isa sa pinakamabait (ehem).. mas mabait pa din ako .. 100x.. hahahahaha.. pinaka caring.. (hmmm).. hahahahaha.. d'best sa lahat.. at laking pasasalamat ko dito kasi lagi nya ko pinapatawa.. hehehehe... at natutuwa ko sa kanya kasi tOdo effort talaga xa lagi.. grabe magpuyat 'tOng lalaki na 'to.. gigising din 'tO ng maaga para lang magkachat kami.. kahit na my work xa.. feeling ko nga hindi na 'tO nakakapahinga ng ayOs e.. kasi naman.. pagod na nga magpupuyat pa.. pasaway talaga,.. hehehe... *kaya mamats sa lahat huh,. hehehehe.. masaya ko kasi nakilala kita.. hehehe... sana matuloy paguwi mo para makita na kita,, hehehehe.. bawal ang mahiya.. hehehe* ?.maxado na 'tO mahaba.. hehehehe.. tama ba 'tO??hehehehe.? gusto mo ulitin ko na lang?? hehehehe... hirap kasi magisip naun e.. hehehe..

(Marie)

..oKk..eneweiz..lol c unggOY januel aS goR!lla oF da jungle..lol weL nagiNg clOse lng kami ne2 diz yir lnG loL clasm8 koH cya sA tatLong subjecTs ->enGlish,science,and math.. nakOh napaka cpaG ne2 laG!ng gumawgAwa nG hW'S yan kaya paG pumapasOk yaN wlNG mapAkitah anY hw's na ginawa Sa soBraang katamaraN lOl=p kaya laging pinapagalitan ni mr.c ang ms.sunga except sa math la kaseng pakielam un tcher namin eh hihihi hehhehe.n' kAlaH ko nung unAh mayabanG yan kala mO kung cN0 at kupal kung minzaN aT papaNs!n lol=p.per0 mabait diN cya minSan coz biniGyan nya ung tem2 ng money sa sobraNG kabaitan akO hinigan ng pera hihi perO binayaran namn nya ako paraNG ayw pa nga nya bayaran unG utanG nya LOl =p .haha naG hatiD pa ngayan sa airpOrt ung umaliz ako ganYan yan kalaKwacherO lol..weL oL i can saY is dat iM xu tnKful naH nagiNg fwend ko cya n' met ..waG kaNg maKakaL!mut kahit sA@n himpapawID kaH mapuNtah at maGbaGOh..iM juz olweiz hir foR yuH weN evr u niD a fwend=[ weL gud luck sA collEge lyp mOH..Sana after 5 yirS maY reunioN lahat tayOHh.paRA masayaH.oKK goriLla janUEl til hiR muna..ynGTZ lagih uR best fwend=>>mar!e=<<

(Lerma)

yoh chill for a minute en start readin this ;). well his name is Januel.dunt know his last name en dunt got 2 know it ;).he want me 2 right this in tagalog but i cant really speak tagalog so amma right it tagalish aight :P lol. anywayz his ganna graduate highschool(soon).his like 10'FT lolz. justkiddin well his way way taller than me so yeee lol. let me see wat else. well ummm his a BLOOD ;0(eww kaka;)) en i bang green(i bang your mom betch ;P). his lyf is like OG ;) lol justkiddin. o0o0o0o shiit i forgot 2 tell yooh guys his pure PINOY,has alot a pride en he loves to kick it with StamByBoyz.playin games en writing poem are sum of his talent o0o0o0 en bullying me ;) lolz. single but dunt holla gurls he only has one gurl in his heart en thats leizel lavaro ;) nawwhhhh justkiddin . go ahead en holla at him but depends on him if he likes yooh en if his ready 2 let go. okies?? well amma go now. gatta chill with friends. well peace ;) take care KUYA JANUEL :P

(Carol)

zap pipols!!dis s carol..writing bout januel!!i met him at denman middle school, ksama c kuya rr and jeff, c tatlo mga COOHPALS sa denman, jk, lagi cla nan aasar, nambbato ng food sa cafeteria and nan aaway samin tatlo fionna krizzia and i..mga epals kac!! but dat was fun lol tagal na non! mas okay na ung may kunting memories kaysa sa wala dba!!kla ko tahimik and innocentc januel una ko mkita, yun pala pandagdag loco2x sa denman...heheh ..pyce januel! lahat kami sa denman magkkita rin pala sa balboa! mahal namin maxado isat isa..NOTS..but it's more fun na dto kami lahat sa Bal! basta mabait tong taong toh! he'll help u n any way!sayang patapos na yr namin sa bal, pero at least d namin sinayang ugn 3 yrs for doin nothing..although sa junior & senior lng kami mga ypg and guys naging close but we want to make dis yr hell of fun!! "lets cut pipol" habit nila dati lol but good thing we got more serious n school ngaun!! heheh am proud of u janaps! im glad nakilla ko tong kopal na toh!!bait kac!! cge putla..til here nlng.! ingats kayo for d next months!! dont 4get me kung san man u lilipad! baboshhh ^0^.. ~carol~ ypg

(Kima)

hey!! BefORe ii TaLk AbOut thiS Guy riitee here!! I'm Ur guRL KIMS talking Shiit ryt here... no i'm just kidding =] NEwaiZ.. What ii knoE abOut JaNuEL? FiRst TimE ii Met him its was in hmmm P.E Class ii think it was Mah freshman year.. DaMn we are getting OLDer >_< SooOOO yap At first ii did not lykk himmm at ALL!! But DeN wen ii had the chance to knOE him, he is just a misunderstood guy lyk anyOnE ELSE. Januel is a romantic guy.. Lykk FOR ..REAL!! he tells me some of his romantic dates. ii see dat he is a Sincerer and dedicated wen its comes to gurls.. NOW dat We are SeniOR He'S a Good FrieND of MinE, QuitE guy in class.. And SUmtymzz you see him not listening in the class at all.. (oOpz!! BuSteD!!) hahahaha =]] naalala ko pa nga.. because of his 17th bday... dii ko alam na mgging close ang YPG && SB nakz and lets not 4get the fights between "people" they knoe who they are.. hahaha newaiz.. c JanuEL para s akin... the quite guy but kalog inside.. saya nmin lagi sa class ni mr. WalKeR lalo na inaasar lagi nya c marie nonstop..but ii still hope meyn!!! na mging kau!! khit malayo c marie.. i'll pray for u guys one day.. makkita ko na lng kau mgksama and ii want dat dream to happened.. ayy naku januel.. alam mo nman urr our dearest friend in YPG.. d ka mawawala sa memories nmin.. even though ur going to move to palm spring... dude visit us ha!! don't forget the friendship we build around the BALBOA... khit ppaano naging close rin tau.. kwentohan, tawanan tym ntin, && sa mga random stuff natin sa clase. DUDE u ROCK u KnoE dat. iingatz ka lagi..ii got a lot to say but ii might take hours here talking about him.. bKa maging ESSAY pa toh.. hehehehe ^-^ ii appreciate u as a classmate, close friend dat ii cannot forget.. HoPefuLLy u FOunD dat gurLL... pero meyn keep in mind Vote pa rin abOut ky MArie Para saU!! hehehe X_x soo this is the END of mAh Writting... kk baBoooSKyyyy [ypg]KIMS!!!!!

(Fionna)

Hii PIpol, wat can i say about januel??! i met him sa Denman middle school.. actually nameet ko sa reading class klassmate ko sha kasama ata natin nun c earl. den nagchange ung schedule ko nun kaya di ko sha masyadong nakilala.. pr0 nung tumagal tagal nagstart na cla mangasar tuwing lunch. kau ba ung nagbabato nung food?? neway grabe lakas mang-asar nyan lalo na pagcompleto cla J.R.J. (Januel.RR.Jefferson) naguusap lang kami nyan pag mangaasar na cla.. pero nung summer 2004 lagi na kami naka-3way kasama c sarah!!kakagraduate lang namin nun ng middle school wow.. tagal na nun nuh?!! tas nung nasa highschool na di na kami masyado naguusap kc busy na me sa skul at sha ewan ko kung san sha naging busy.. :P pr0 dis yr 2008 naging close kami ulets.. pag may pr0b ako minsan sa kanya ako humihingi ng advice and infairness magaling magbigay ng advice. masayang kasama, mabait, matalino at s0brang magmahal..hehehe.. naku kapag nainlove yan sau (girl) di agad susuko yan.. hehehe.. pro walang halong biro marunong mangligaw ang lolo.. neway cgur0 sa mga tao na di pa sha masyadong kilala sa tingin nio tahimik at innocente sha.. waaaahahahah. No Comment na lang.. joke lang... basta masaya kasama at di ka mabobored kapag kasama mo yan!!.. o cge hangang d2 na lang.. basta lage mung iisipin na nand2 lng ako for u!! ingats ka lage dyan... at sana minsan bumisita ka d2.. Miss yuuhh!!.. :P